It was good fun. Expect to see some production stills taken by Dixon soon. I really miss production.
Work is...work. I'm getting used to treating it like work. Sometimes I can't stand it but you know through it all I can see God blessing me so clearly so I'm grateful that in hardship I can get to know God more and see how much He cares.
I find I really look forward to the weekend and dread mondays. I've now been inducted into working life together with all its woes. I honestly can't wait to get back into production, I really miss it and hey if I don't practise it I'm going down. but you know this contract work allows me so much freedom. It allows me to network and do side projects.
It also ends in October and gives me space to spend time with Sandra who's still coming down in November YAAAY.
But sometimes I just feel like quitting. but no I must be a tough cookie. I must rise from my failures and become triumphant. :) and I must rely on God and his everlasting strength and wisdom. I guess I need to know what it's like to struggle and to not be good at something and to be reprimanded for not being more sensible even if it's uncalled for most of the time.
I've always managed to avoid such situations because I've always done what I loved : all things film and tv, theatre and the arts in general. So yeah perhaps I need this for these few months. I've learnt alot but gosh darn it I can't stand the office.
So inside I'm a very mixed pot. I feel excited that I'm depending on God and all that good stuff but at the same time I feel overwhelmed by the nature of the advertising and marketing world and wondering every couple of days whether I can LEAVE.
Anywho.here's a sneak preview of the shoot
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